WORRIED...

There's one exact word to dscribe myself for the moment..Worried..I'm getting more worried as the new sem will be started soon...My performances for the remaining sem will determine my future's destiny...I can't hope for miracle to happen if I'm not giving my very best...Therefore........

I knw I'm not the kind of person that can do multiple tasks at the same time..(Which means, most probably I have to say goodbye to all of the university activities....including one of it which I really loved,hockey...I really am sorry...huhuhu....)

Sesungguhnya Tuhan itu menjadikan setiap hambanya kerana cinta dan kerana cintalah lahir seorang aku di mukim cinta Tuhanku..Ingin jua kurisik hatimu,moga terbentang jalan buatku meniti sinar kasihmu.....

Be grateful with what U have..U'll feel relieve....

Today, I feel absolutely fine....cool.....Apart from few "irrelevent" thing happened at the office(malas nk bubuh dlm kepala,klu pk pun bkn dpt ape) everything seems to work out smoothly as planned...Finally...Taxation tasks settle(I've been doing this for weeks), Expense Report on the way, and Final Report.......(few parts still need editing, but the rest is fine I think)


The most interesting part comes when our section plan "surprise party" for my manager(today is his 41st birthday..Happy Birthday to him, hope he'll be happy always with his wonderful family)..We selebrate in the Deputy General Manager room..hahaha, for a moment I dont knw how to describe myself...Its not that easy for me to mingle with all of the staff which are far older than me..(of course I'm the youngest one..sweet,innocent PRACTICAL TRAINEE..hihihi)..

Now...its almost end..It seems like just yesterday I went to the company for the industrial attachment...

And…for about 6 months I've been staying with my family,I feel that my parents pampered me too much...Mom..Because of her, I never miss my breakfast everyday…I dont have to worry about my attire to the office as she’s a brilliant fashion advisor..Always wants me to look good and fashionable..Also, she calm and support me everytime I told her my problems...She never disappoint me...And my dad...Deep in my heart, I admit that I love him…Serious,fierce he might be…but I know as a dad, he wants the very best for me..Without him, I wont be able to drive an auto car using my own name as a present.. I don’t have to think about spending my pocket money on my car fuels as he pays for it everyday…Question mark : Honestly, sometimes, I doubt when it comes to the day I’ve become a mother, will I be able treat my future kids the way they treat me..

I just hope everything will work out fine at the end of the day…There are so much to be grateful and live for Izah….

Andainya kasih hendak ku berikan...

1-Tenang wajah

Apa yang tersimpan di dalam sanubari kadang - kadang terpancar pada air muka. Wajahnya tenang, setenang sewaktu dia bercakap dan bertindak.

2-Kuat agamanya.

Biar sibuk macamana, solat fardu tetap terpelihara. Utamakanlah pemuda yang kuat pengamalan agamanya. Lihat saja Rasulullah menerima pinangan Saidina Ali buat puterinya Fatimah. Lantaran ketaqwaannya yang tinggi biarpun dia pemuda paling miskin.


3-Baik akhlaknya.
Ketegasannya nyata tapi dia lembut dan bertolak -ansur hakikatnya. Sopan tutur kata gambaran peribadi dan hati yang mulia. Rasa hormatnya pada warga tua ketara.


4-Tegas mempertahankan maruah.
Tidak menjengah tempat - tempat yang menjatuhkan kredibiliti dan maruahnya sebagai seorang Islam.

5-Amanah
Jika dia pernah mengabaikan tugas yang diberi dengan sengaja ditambah pula salah guna kuasa, lupakan saja si dia.

6-Tidak boros
Dia bukanlah kedekut tapi tahu membelanjakan wang dengan bijaksana. Setiap nikmat yang ada dikongsi bersama mereka yang berhak.

7-Tidak liar matanya
Perhatikan apakah matanya kerap meliar ke arah perempuan lain yang lalu-lalang ketika berbicara. Jika ya jawabnya, dia bukanlah calon yang sesuai buat kamu.

8-Terbatas pergaulan
Sebagai lelaki dia tahu dia tak mudah jadi fitnah orang, dan dia tak amalkan cara hidup bebas.

9-Rakan pergaulannya.
Rakan - rakan pergaulannya adalah mereka yang sepertinya

10-Bertanggungjawab

Rasa tanggungjawabnya dapat diukur melihat sejauh mana dia memperuntukkan dirinya untuk ibubapa dan ahli keluarganya. Jika ibubapanya hidup melarat sedang dia hidup hebat, nyata dia tak bertanggungjawab


"Dan wanita-wanita yang baik adalah untuk lelaki-lelaki yang baik dan lelaki-lelaki yang baik adalah untuk wanita-wanita yang baik....."Surah An-Nur : 26

" Dan setiap sesuatu kami jadikan berpasang-pasangan. " Surah Adz-Dzariyat : 49

Mood : Mixed.....

EXIST-JULIA
Tega ku berdiri sepanjang malam

Mengintai dada langit yang tersergam
Dengan menitip doa dan impian
Di saat melintas sang kelodan
Kau di sisiku sentiasa
Julia

Kudambakan kita hidup bersama
Sepasang kekasih teman yang setia
Asalkan kau sudi ku kan bahagia
Kerna ku percaya
Jiwa kita satu tak terpisah
Julia

Bila malam mengundang hujan
Hadiahkan jutaan rintangan
Niat yang asal tetap kan kukotakan
Hendaknya hajatku kesampaian
Kau di sisiku sentiasa
Julia

Ku dah cuba hidup tanpa dirimu
Terbukti duniaku haru biru
Mudah hilang punca dan arah tuju
Fikiran meracau tak menentu
Emosi terganggu

Hariku kelabu
Bantulah aku
Bantulah oh Julia
Katakanlah pada ku kau juga sama
Sama merasa seperti ku Julia
Kita menjejak erti cinta yang sama
Ooo...

Ku dah cuba hidup tanpa dirimu
Terbukti duniaku haru biru
Mudah hilang punca dan arah tuju
Fikiran meracau tak menentu
Emosi terganggu

Mengapa bisa jemu
Mengapa bisa rindu
Mengapa bisa jadi begitu

........

Smlm hari terakhir kje bfore cuti 4 hari...N semalam gk last day Hidayah, practical trainee 1 floor dgn aku..Lepas ni die plan nk further study...All the best for ur future undertaking...Huhu xde dah kwn nk bgelak ktawa, g lunch skali...

Aku pulak....masih lg di sini.....meneruskn pjuangan yg msih blm berakhir...menunggu dan terus menunggu sampai 30jun....Klu nk ikutkn,x lama gk lg.....T dah kt USM,rindu pulak kt sini....Selalu macam tu...Bile bljr,rs mcm nak cepat2 keje je.....Tp bile dh diberi pluang pgalaman bkerja,rs nak blajar pulak...Apa yg terbaik ialah aku mghargai sisa-sisa waktu yg masih ada...

are you what u are?

BLOOD GROUP B PERSONALITY


IN A NUTSHELL:-
Cannot take orders easily  (sometimes,depends on the way that person give orders...)

BASIC BEHAVIOR:-
Make decisions fast (usually...)
Can be flexible(agree)
Do not care about rules(haha)
Respect scientific and practical findings(ntah)

TOLERANCE:-
Maintain the longest interest in what they do(disagree...i'm easily bored with exception to certain things....)
Seem impatient(always..)
Dislike repetitious work(haah)

HOW DO THEY SEE THEIR PAST N FUTURE:-
Hard to forget recent affairs, but able to forget past and memories(hmm...)

HOW DO THEY EXPRESS THEIR EMOTION:-
Expressive(obviously,my face will tell everything)
Cool and objective(intermediate)
Although joke a lot, could actually be very shy
Change moods like the weather(definitely agree)
Cannot stop complaining when they are upset(agree)

HOW DO THEY WORK:-
Creative and possess new ideas(ape yg creative nye?)
Cannot differentiate between work and hobby(ntah)
Cannot take orders
Do not hesitate to introduce changes and are not worried about theirs criticisms(tak tkt kritikan kt blkg..yela klu org kutuk lumat pun,bkn nye dgr...tp aku manusia biasa gk, ada klemahan dan kekurgn...klu tdgr tu,
rasa gk bisanya.....)