What should i say...its nearly end.....and i know I'll be missing this moment......

For months I haven’t updating anything here..And now I’m summarizing things that happened to me recently..

JOB HUNTING

I received offers from other organizations and one of it is PNB…since it was PNB (PERMODALAN NASIONAL), I accepted the offer and withdraw the other offers that I got..

As for the PNB training program, I was informed that there are about 600 applicants and I’m among 100 that passed through and were accepted along with other friends…

My main aim is…of course…to build my career there…But, as the staff mentioned that the program didn’t promised job, thus I decided to find other opportunities.  The training was impressive and I enjoyed it very much, great….the environment, the staff, the HR manager, friends, in simple words…I just love it…

Before quitting, I went for an interview at one of the private company near to my house (food industry company) and successfully I made it..I got the job (Accountant)..However, due to low salary, I withdraw the offer… After the withdrawal, I got another offer..It’s a training program under MOHE that promised a job for me upon completion (RM2000++)which I accepted.

But now, I am regretting….. (personal reason)…………….. huhuhuh   =( As usual, the best person to talked to is always mom n dad… they wanted me to continue with the program…I’ve already decline some offers that I got before so they thought I should just carry on with this….

For the program, I was placed in class 5 under Miss Alia supervision. Surprisingly, she can do personality reading. At the end of my first day here, she told us that she already know what kind of person we are…

POINTS FOR IMPROVEMENT

Among things that she mentioned when she “read” me :-

-I have goals, I know what I want to do, what I want to achieve, but my afraid feeling is more than my desire to achieve the goals…  sometimes, there are things that happened in my life and I feel regrets bout it….

Remarks : (ok,point taken,so kne ubah pemikiran,jgn takut)

-I’m very afraid to make mistakes..Miss Alia kata x bole cmni…I cannot be like that...dont be afraid to make mistakes, all of us make mistakes in life and we learned from our mistakes…

Remark:  (hukhuk L)

-I always think I’m just an ordinary person, very ordinary…..

Remark: (sometimes we have to allow our self to appreciate talents, advantages that we have)

-I’m secretive person and sensitive… I don’t want people to see me crying…I cried at night, always comparing why it have to be this way, kalau cmni…..klu camtu……, byk what if dlm kepala

(remarks: I choose with whom I should be secretive, and with whom I shouldn’t. I mean, I share most of my probs with my beloved parents, best fren n fren that I can trust..so xde la secretive mana….)

Btw, thank you miss…. I am kinda put this as reminder for me……I want to be better~

ESSAY WRITING

-Definitely,this is  one of the thing that I like about myself.

-I just realized that I got talents in writing during my second year at the university when I won two of the essay competitions, one which I got first place, and the other one is second place.

- I don’t know how I’m performing this year..but, i do believe when someone entered a competition, he or she must have expectation to win…same goes for me….I hope I could win too….kalau menang, praises to Allah, if not, well, there’s nothing wrong trying kan J

ANOTHER INTERVIEW

-I have an interview, Tuesday, 9 am, Felda Holding Bhd(Head Quarter), KL for the post of Accounts Executive….