WORRIED...

There's one exact word to dscribe myself for the moment..Worried..I'm getting more worried as the new sem will be started soon...My performances for the remaining sem will determine my future's destiny...I can't hope for miracle to happen if I'm not giving my very best...Therefore........

I knw I'm not the kind of person that can do multiple tasks at the same time..(Which means, most probably I have to say goodbye to all of the university activities....including one of it which I really loved,hockey...I really am sorry...huhuhu....)

Sesungguhnya Tuhan itu menjadikan setiap hambanya kerana cinta dan kerana cintalah lahir seorang aku di mukim cinta Tuhanku..Ingin jua kurisik hatimu,moga terbentang jalan buatku meniti sinar kasihmu.....

Be grateful with what U have..U'll feel relieve....

Today, I feel absolutely fine....cool.....Apart from few "irrelevent" thing happened at the office(malas nk bubuh dlm kepala,klu pk pun bkn dpt ape) everything seems to work out smoothly as planned...Finally...Taxation tasks settle(I've been doing this for weeks), Expense Report on the way, and Final Report.......(few parts still need editing, but the rest is fine I think)


The most interesting part comes when our section plan "surprise party" for my manager(today is his 41st birthday..Happy Birthday to him, hope he'll be happy always with his wonderful family)..We selebrate in the Deputy General Manager room..hahaha, for a moment I dont knw how to describe myself...Its not that easy for me to mingle with all of the staff which are far older than me..(of course I'm the youngest one..sweet,innocent PRACTICAL TRAINEE..hihihi)..

Now...its almost end..It seems like just yesterday I went to the company for the industrial attachment...

And…for about 6 months I've been staying with my family,I feel that my parents pampered me too much...Mom..Because of her, I never miss my breakfast everyday…I dont have to worry about my attire to the office as she’s a brilliant fashion advisor..Always wants me to look good and fashionable..Also, she calm and support me everytime I told her my problems...She never disappoint me...And my dad...Deep in my heart, I admit that I love him…Serious,fierce he might be…but I know as a dad, he wants the very best for me..Without him, I wont be able to drive an auto car using my own name as a present.. I don’t have to think about spending my pocket money on my car fuels as he pays for it everyday…Question mark : Honestly, sometimes, I doubt when it comes to the day I’ve become a mother, will I be able treat my future kids the way they treat me..

I just hope everything will work out fine at the end of the day…There are so much to be grateful and live for Izah….