SEMALAM.............

Malam semalam........I got most of my questions answered.......sejak kblakangan ni, aku xtau kenapa.......sikit demi sikit aku dpt jawapan kepada persoalan2 yg mmg aku cari jwpnnye tp x jmpe...sampai la semalam............n d truth reveal mcm tu je...i mean, aku tau pun secara x sengaja....bukan drp sesiapa...aku masih cuba utk faham ape yg sebenarnye cuba Tuhan tunjukkan pada aku....xtau la if its just my assumptions tp.........instinct slalunye btl kn.....

Semalam.....de javu berlaku lg...

THE SEA

Dear Bloggie....

Today I really had enjoyable moments with my best frens...we were at d feringgi beach, picnic, taking snapshots.....Then, they left to swim....but i just stay by d sea side.....listening to d wave sound while eating n enjoy d beautiful scenery somehow make me feel calm....Apart from looking n playing wif the kids especially babies, sea is one of d alternative that can release my tense...but it's not d reason i came here as they hv planned this weeks ago.....

So......kite enjoyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..........

Influenced by Siti Nur Salihin collection of songs....

 Salihin,sebab aku sgt attrcted dgn lagu ni,so cam biase la,blog akan jdi memorandum x rasmi....Tapi lagu ni memang cam best pun  =)

Lain kali, rajin-rajinkan lah main lagu nasyid yg lain pulak k bile aku dtg melawat...hehe...


 Patah Hati, Saujana MP3


KAU TIDAK SEPERTI DULU
YANG KU KENALI DULU
RUPA HILANG SERI
MANAKAH MANISNYA

KAU TIDAK SEPERTI DULU
YANG KU KENALI DULU
MADAH TAK BERLAGU
MANAKAH GIRANGNYA

PATAH HATI
JANGAN TERDAMPAR SEPI
JANGAN TERSUNGKUR MATI
PATAH HATI
JANGAN LEBURKAN MIMPI
JANGAN MEMAKAN DIRI

BUKANKAH TUHAN CIPTAKAN MALAM
UNTUK BERADU MENANTI SIANG
BUKANKAH TUHAN TITISKAN HUJAN
MENANTI LIMPAH KEMARAU PANJANG

Nota Cinta Kedua Untukku....

....History is repeating itself...Habis je lecture forensic accounting, aku pun cam biase la, bersiap nk balik.... Lecture kt DKE, park kat SOM....sampai je dpn SOM.........................


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Aku dah mula cemas....TIDAKKKKKKKKKKKKK...Sekali lg,aku telah menerima sehelai surat cinta.......Terketar2 tgn ni membaca..........Tengok ada MANGGA pulak, aku rasa gelap je dunia...................Aaaaaaaa......kali ni da upgrade tkr kaler, dr pink jd putih.......AAAA KNE CLAMP BUAT KALI KEDUA......Aku semakin cemas...Skg dah 4.15 dah ni..............Cnfirm kne byr denda dl,purse pun xbwk.....lesen,kad atm,duit sume dlm purse...Bijak bijak.........Ape lg, bercucuran la air mata mengenangkan nasib diri...........................Nasib baik bawak phone.....

Terus laju je fon aku ni call seorg hamba allah ni..."Ko kt ne?da smpai tekun ke?aku nk pjm duit...20 ringgit"...n hamba Allah tu pun dtg la dgn motor die, macam superman la pulak tlg superwoman dlm kesusahan...Superman berbaju merah....Pe pun tq la superman sbb tlg aku saat kecemasan td....huhu

 
Aku pun siap sedia call num keselamatan.....aku serius xde mood bile nmpk lori keselamatan tu dtg....Pastu bile dorg tny je,aku tersedu-sedu pstu ckp"saya x bole nk jwb la soalan tu sbb sedih sgt..." Dek melihat airmata aku x henti2 mengalir, gad2 tu pun x jdi bukak saman..... Tp dorg ckp klu sekali lg kne,aku mmg kne jgk byr saman...50 ringgit............................

Yes.....yes........akhirnya baru hari ni aku rasa nasib mmg myebelahi bile deal dgn keselamatan..........Alhamdulillah.......Pastu da balik, bagi balik duit kat superman...Yahoo....selamat 50 ringgit.....

Yesterday, I've involved with d explorace again...for the second time...but compared to wht happen previously, it is less tiring, less tense and less adventure...

And the story begins.....

I wake up in d morning, preparing myself to go to McD..I used USM entrance instead of normal road cz i feel safer....Besides i do have problems in remembering roads....Though I've been here for almost 4 years(5 years including matriculation-KMPP), i still cant blend well wif the environment...Can u imagine it took 3 or 4 times before i could familiar myself ONLY to go to Bukit Jambul Complex...Even to go to Queensbay, and Airport I still have to be extra alert, afraid I'm taking the wrong way..Whenever there's tendency for me being lost,i just hope its not Balik Pulau..........Jalan die mak ai.....

Then, when I reach there, n park my car, as usual there will b a person waiting to collect the parking charge from me...

"berapa lama nak parking?" "I reply "paling sekejap" then he answered back "empat kupang"....

When I was about to take my purse, suddenly........I couldnt find my purse.....

.........................(BELALANG BERJOGET) .............................................


"alamak tertinggal purse la pulak" ..............."tertinggal duit nak makan macam mana"..I then left to take my purse......

It doesnt stop there..I thought I wont be having any more explorace, instead there is another 1...I parked beside guardhouse...Dah parking hensem2....dah bjalan dah ni nk g tekun,elok je guard tu tegur"dik,sini x bole parking...staff je..."

.........................(BELALANG BERJOGET LG)............................................

Abg gad ni mmg SENGAJA kan...Tetibe aku terasa keinginan luar biasa utk membidas..."abg,tau x saya penat parking elok2,pstu senang2 je suruh parking tempat lain lak.." sayangnye....bidasan tu cuma dlm hati je la...I dont knw y,good luck tends to avoid me with KESELAMATAN....first, summon incident months ago..then, second time, being CLAM..... then, this time.... ADOI.....parking tempat lain pun tmpat lain la...nak wat cam mana...

Thank You...

The entry supposed to be write this morning...but hv to forget it 4 a while since i got direct classes from 8 till 2pm, then proceed at 3 till 6 pm wif d group discussion,n 8-10 still got 1 class left..(public sector accounting)...then having dinner outside, saw people, fullstop, dont want to further stories... But a must to mention, i had headache all of sudden.....

This morning,i dont knw why and what...my lecturer for lsp 300 cross my mind....n it just grow stronger for the whole morning...maybe i miss her(thought to myself)...

I still remembered d time when i was in her class for the whole semester.......enjoyable, no tense...i like d way she teaches, inspire and give advices and motivation..in simple words, I love her class....Plus, unnoticed by others, I seems to do certain things in order to get her attention towards me as well...hehehe....She also help me to edit d translation notice i've made for usage of store for Desasiswa Tekun which nw still being pasted at both Tekun hostel(guys and girls)...She did mention that whenever she call my name, she will remember "beras"..haha =)

But that's not the real point...d things that really touched me the most is when i send a message to her bfore sitting for d final exam, apologizing n thanks her for teaching me....

N she reply....
"Pleasure to know each and everyone of u especially a student so talented like u....Keep up with d good work..This world awaits u and so is our obligation to God...Dont let your grade discourage u..There are only grades....What matters most is u yourself...Have faith and everything will work out fine at the end of the day...There are so much to be grateful and live for...Good Luck..."

Though its been nearly 2 years, i still remembered each words that she said...n sometimes, i even put it as my fb shoutout to motivate me...

Sometimes people just dont realize what they did n how much powers they have to impact others...(i mean in both bad or good way)...And for my situation, it certainly does.........

As for the subject, alhamdulillah I got an A...When d new sem begin, i met and told her about it..but that was d last time i saw her...i tried to keep in touch, call her but its d voicemail who answered, n my massage was not delivered...Nevertheless, i still remember her as one of the teacher that I love....

Thank you madame.....

chemistry...