Saturday, July 30, 2011

Bila engkau memandang segalanya dari Tuhanmu, yang menciptakan segalanya, yang menimpakan ujian, yang menjadikan sakit hatimu, yang membuatkan keinginanmu terhalang, serta menyusahkan hidupmu… Pasti akan damailah hatimu, kerana masakan ALLAH sengaja mentakdirkan segalanya untuk sesuatu yang sia-sia… 
Bukan ALLAH tidak tahu deritanya hidupmu, retaknya hatimu, tapi mungkin itulah yang DIA mahu kerana DIA tahu hati yang sebeginilah yang selalunya lebih lunak dan mudah untuk dekat dan akrab dengan Nya…
Dalam kita melangkah..terkadang diuji dengan ujian yg terasa berat ..Hingga kita terduduk dan menangis..Peritnya terasa tetapi ketahuilah dan renungilah kembali ke diri kerana mungkin air mata itu hadir kerana DIA mahu kita menjahit kembali sejadah iman yg kian terkoyak lantaran ada langkah2 yg tersasar… kerana ALLAH itu Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang..saat hambaNya tidak taat dan melanggar laranganNya..DIA masih memberi..saat hambaNya masyuk dengan dosa DIA masih mahu memberi..disedarkan dengan dugaan sebagai peringatan agar tidak jauh tersasar dari landasan...ALLAH itu Maha Kaya...
Biar kepahitan itu pergi agar kemanisan mengisi…!.Biarkan kekecewaan berlalu..agar kegembiraan berlagu….!Biarkan kegelisahan lenyap..jangan kita hilang semangat…!Biar penderitaan itu menyapa…agar kekuatan kita jana semula…

Monday, July 25, 2011

Semalam Yang Hangat :)

Sebelum engkau ke mari
Tiada resah
Tiada khuatir

Menjelang kemesraanku
Yang di rindu
Hanya syahdu

( korus )
Mengapa itu
Mahu jadi teman
Mahu jadi kekasih
Selamanya...oh...

Aku bukan lagi mainan dulu
Telah kucampakkan kau ke mana
Ke lautan hitam yang ku tahu
Pasti kita tak jumpa

Semalam
Itu semalam
Hari ini aku hidup
Dalam dunia yang aman
Kenangan
Kita lucutkan
Kita bakar sama-sama
Pengalaman hidup
Seksa....

Monday, June 27, 2011

What should i say...its nearly end.....and i know I'll be missing this moment......

Sunday, June 12, 2011

For months I haven’t updating anything here..And now I’m summarizing things that happened to me recently..
JOB HUNTING
I received offers from other organizations and one of it is PNB…since it was PNB (PERMODALAN NASIONAL), I accepted the offer and withdraw the other offers that I got..
As for the PNB training program, I was informed that there are about 600 applicants and I’m among 100 that passed through and were accepted along with other friends…
My main aim is…of course…to build my career there…But, as the staff mentioned that the program didn’t promised job, thus I decided to find other opportunities.  The training was impressive and I enjoyed it very much, great….the environment, the staff, the HR manager, friends, in simple words…I just love it…
Before quitting, I went for an interview at one of the private company near to my house (food industry company) and successfully I made it..I got the job (Accountant)..However, due to low salary, I withdraw the offer… After the withdrawal, I got another offer..It’s a training program under MOHE that promised a job for me upon completion (RM2000++)which I accepted.
But now, I am regretting….. (personal reason)…………….. huhuhuh   =( As usual, the best person to talked to is always mom n dad… they wanted me to continue with the program…I’ve already decline some offers that I got before so they thought I should just carry on with this….
For the program, I was placed in class 5 under Miss Alia supervision. Surprisingly, she can do personality reading. At the end of my first day here, she told us that she already know what kind of person we are…
POINTS FOR IMPROVEMENT
Among things that she mentioned when she “read” me :-
-I have goals, I know what I want to do, what I want to achieve, but my afraid feeling is more than my desire to achieve the goals…  sometimes, there are things that happened in my life and I feel regrets bout it….
Remarks : (ok,point taken,so kne ubah pemikiran,jgn takut)
-I’m very afraid to make mistakes..Miss Alia kata x bole cmni…I cannot be like that...dont be afraid to make mistakes, all of us make mistakes in life and we learned from our mistakes…
Remark:  (hukhuk L)
-I always think I’m just an ordinary person, very ordinary…..
Remark: (sometimes we have to allow our self to appreciate talents, advantages that we have)


-I’m secretive person and sensitive… I don’t want people to see me crying…I cried at night, always comparing why it have to be this way, kalau cmni…..klu camtu……, byk what if dlm kepala
(remarks: I choose with whom I should be secretive, and with whom I shouldn’t. I mean, I share most of my probs with my beloved parents, best fren n fren that I can trust..so xde la secretive mana….)
Btw, thank you miss…. I am kinda put this as reminder for me……I want to be better~
ESSAY WRITING
-Definitely,this is  one of the thing that I like about myself.
-I just realized that I got talents in writing during my second year at the university when I won two of the essay competitions, one which I got first place, and the other one is second place.
- I don’t know how I’m performing this year..but, i do believe when someone entered a competition, he or she must have expectation to win…same goes for me….I hope I could win too….kalau menang, praises to Allah, if not, well, there’s nothing wrong trying kan J

ANOTHER INTERVIEW
-I have an interview, Tuesday, 9 am, Felda Holding Bhd(Head Quarter), KL for the post of Accounts Executive….

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

hari ini saya............

pning kepala....ni aku sure antara pnyebabnye samaada aku pk byk sgt smlm @kurang zat @tak cukup rehat....

try to sleep tp x bole jgk...lastly, x tertahan, call mak...n then try gk lg nk tdo, but still x dpt jgk..smpai la da azan asar...aku mmg x brp suke sgt tido ptg2..kalau xpning tdo pun bole pning, inikn pulak tgh pening kepala, pastu tdo pulak time ni...

lastly, aku wt la keje pape asalkn x tdo...mak suh g klinik, mkn panadol, cosmate yg rapat dgn aku, siti nur salihin pun suh makan panadol gk..tp tu la....aku xnak, xsuke mkn ubat....halamak, sabo je la..(ada rs nak ketuk kepala org yg menulis ni x?)

mungkin...mmg aku ni jenis org yg cmni kot..kalau da kata "tak" tu smpai ke sudah mmg tak la jawabnye..
so ksimpulannye, since xnak makan ubat, ubat paling mujarab...makan n tdo la....

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Kata dari hati..


Jauh merantau mencari ilmu
Universiti Sains universiti pujaan
Bagaikan sedetik masa berlalu
Kita hampir di akhir garisan

Berjalan kaki ke Taman Pekaka
Singgah di tesco membeli lepa
Luhur pekerti, pandai berjenaka
Lesung pipit tak mungkin kulupa

Panas tak mungkin kekal berpanjangan
Adakalanya hujan di tengah hari
Setiap insan punya kelebihan
Yakin dan percaya kemampuan diri

Gigih nelayan memasang bubu
Membanting kudrat di bawah mentari
Andai tiada rezeki bertemu
Baik-baik menjaga diri 

Pakaian tradisi baju melayu
Tak lapuk dek zaman, tak lekang dek hujan
Walau jauh beribu batu
Hilang di mata di hati jangan

Hang Tuah laksamana berjasa
Amanat sultan jadi keutamaan
Andai pernah terlanjur kata
Mohon maaf segala kekhilafan



Thursday, March 3, 2011

SENARAI BARANG YANG MENGANDUNGI LEMAK ****
> 1. Minyak Masak LAM SOON ( Cap Helang & Buruh )
> 2. Ubat Pearl Cream Arche ( Thailand )
> 3. Ajinomoto ( Thailand )
> 4. Ais Krim Harga RM1.00 ke atas
> 5. Semua tauhu buatan Orang Cina
> 6. Sabun LUX & Lotion Badan Buatan Malaysia , USA , & Thailand
> 7. Sabun FAB berbuku
> 8. Lobak Jeruk
> 9. Mee & Kueteow basah ( buatan Cina)
> 10. Krim Muka Hazeline Snow

SENARAI BARANG YG MENGANDUNGI ( KULIT ****, URI & BINATANG YANG TIDAK HALAL)

> 1. Semua Jenis Serbuk Mee Segera Terutama Maggi
> 2. Pucuk , Kulit Popia, Fish Cake & Bebola Ikan buatan Orang Cina
> 3. Daging Burger Import
> 4.. Sardin, Kari Ayam dlm tin & Yong Taufu buatan Orang Cina
> 5. Kasut Bola Jenis ‘ Gold Cup’
> 6. Berus Gigi Jenis ‘ Reach’
> 7. Mee Kering ( sanggol ) 15.Mee Rebus Tulang&Kiub Perasa Ayam
> 8. Semua sabun mandi yang diimport
> 9. Ajinomoto kecuali keluaran Kilang Lot 5710 Jalan Kuchai Lama KL
> 10. Semua jenis shampoo kecuali keluaran Orang Islam
> 11. Have Pearl Cream
> 12. Ramuan Kentucky Fried Chicken & Mc Donald
> 13. Ubat Kurap buatan Org Cina
> 14.. Beehon Segera Siam
> 16. Sabun Mandi Yang Berminyak

SENARAI BARANG YANG MENGANDUNGI GELATIN ( LEMAK **** DAN BINATANG TIDAK HALAL )

> 1. Bosset Wine Gum
> 2. Dairy Milk Coklat
> 3. Coklat Cadbury/ Chewing Gum
> 4. Sugus Strawberry
> 5. Passer Doily Mixture
> 6. Trebo Mint Chewing Gum/ Peppermint
> 7. Scothes Vikmin
> 8. Share Extra Atrenght
> 9. Black Current Jelly
> 10. Royal Gulaman & Decart Oranges
> 11. Valvis Gelatin
> 12. Sarung Kapsul Ubat
> 13. Ais Krim dalam bekas plastik
> 14. Gula-gula Fruities
> 15 Cake Mets Vilber Punch
> 16 Coklat Cake
> 17 Tepung Kastard Lady’s Choice
> 18 Semua jenis Jelly
> 19 Semua jenis gincu bibir
> 20 Keseluruhan Jenis Sheisedo
> 21 Lady’s Choice Jelly
SENARAI BARANG YANG MENGANDUNGI ALKOHOL UNSUR-UNSURNYA
> 1 BARANGAN AVON KESELURUHANNYA
> 2 PEWANGI KETIAK TERUTAMA JENAMA VITALIS & CONCORD
> 3 MINYAK RAMBUT BRYLCREAM ( HIJAU )
> 4 RACUN SERANGGA JENIS SPRAY SEPERTI SHELTOX, BAYGON & MORTIN
> 5 SELURUH UBAT BATUK JENIS SIRAP
> 6 KESELURUHAN BALL PEN DAKWAT KERING
> 7 TONIK BAYI GRAPE WATER, TONIK WATERBERRY COMPOUND
Kami dalam keresahan memohon ampun dan maaf terlewat memberutahu perkara di atas. Pastikan Pakaian anda tidak terkena bahan-bahan diatas terutama pakaian sembahyang. TOLONG CETAK DAN EDARKAN RISALAH INI KPD SEMUA SAUDARA ISLAM KITA.
Confirm – Pringles Potato Chips – tidak HALAL !!
AMARAN OLEH KERAJAAN M’SIA BERHATI-HATI SEBELUM MAKAN!
Ref. Message: Pringles Potato Chips
Looks like you have to find another alternative to munch.
Just to let you and gang know…….. I have checked. It’s true that the chips contain Emulsifier.
Dr Safurah Hj Jaafar ;
Principal Assistant Director;
Ministry of Health , Malaysia ;
Tel: 03-2540088.
TOP URGENT…….. PLS FORWARD TO OUR MUSLIM FRIENDS… Forward
this to your pork-free muslim friends. Beware of what ou eat.