EXPLORACE

Oh...walaupun hr ni aku jz ad 1 class je, tp da mcm hr yg ad class lak..Kjp g sana,kjp g sini...

Babak 1:
Pagi td g library...

Babak 2:
Tghri, kuar dr library, aku g coop lak..Dari smlm lg da set nak beli something...Round2 skali tgk harta brg tu 48.00..Dlm purse ad 40.00 je..Benda tu kat dalam tempat kaca n dikunci rsnye..Kebetulan Assistant Manager tmpt tu ad kt situ,br kuar dr bilik die..Dia pun tny la kt aku nk bli ke x..Aku pun ckp nanti sy dtg balik..duit sy x cukup,kne g draw dl....

So mendaki la g cimb jp...smbil turun tu pk blik,nak beli ke x,ke nk tgk tmpat lain kot bole dpt murah sket...masuk coop balik...pk pnye pk,last2 bli test pad je...hahaha...

Babak 3:

Smpai kt deret kedai Sg Dua, aku terus masuk 1 kedai ni...Tny kt die bnde yg sama...btl tekaan aku,mmg dpt murah...Aku pun trus bli...Masa nk blik,tgk 1 insiden kt exit nk kuar tu,aku x sure sgt what happen tp nmpk ad moto,then ad beberapa org cam kerumun kt die,n ad sorg lg tlg die g kt motor die blik...(Dlm hati: Accident ke?)...

Babak 4:
Babak paling menarik......
Masuk balik dlm USM..Destinasi seterusnya Foyer DK....Elok je aku parking,tiba2 br sedar something........HANDBAG......ALAMAK CAMNE HANDBAG BOLE HILANG PULAK NI....Aku da mula CEMAS........Relax Izah...Tmpt duduk dpn,blkg,bwh kaki sume aku check....mmg CONFIRM...TAKDE...Aduh...Selamat handphne,bnde yg aku bli td,n plg pnting purse ada kt tgn aku....Dlm handbag ad notes, tali kad matrix,kad matrix dgn kunci bilik.....Luckily, bnde yg aku bli tu ad cop n ad no tel...Aku pun call kedai tu.....X jawab pulak...Ad 1 cara je lg...G Sg Dua semula......Aaaaaaaa......

Babak 5:
Nasib baik...Aku mtk tlg sorg bdk HBP ni n die drop aku sebelah guardhouse kt Sg Dua...Smpai kdai tu,aku citer la ape yg dah jd...Die ckp kt aku,td die xde nmpk aku bwk beg mse dtg kedai die..Aku pun ckp kt die,beg tu xde kt dlm kete,so aku ingtkn t'tinggal la kt kdai tu...Huhu,dah sedih dah beg x jmpe...Die suh aku tinggalkn nama,no phone n masa aku msuk kedai tu...Aku bjalan kaki dr Sg Dua nk g Foyer DK smula...On the way jln,br teringat.......Alahai....aku da tau dah handbag aku ad kt mn......


Babak 6:
Aku da smpai setelah berjalan kaki dr Sg Dua.......Handbag tu kat almari tempat simpan barang kat COOP........Td aku mmg ad simpan beg bfore cari bnde yg aku nak tu......ADOIII....................Dr coop, g smula ke foyer dk...Finally, br bole balik Tekun dgn aman...............



Ending:
Pasni g mn pun, kne ingat tempat2 yg kita da g...

CINTA DAN KASIH SAYANG

Cinta dan Kasih Sayang 1 : Angah...
Hari Isnin,angah call n msg aku bgtau keputusan semester 1 matrikulasi....dan alhamdulillah keputusan yg amat memberangsangkan....Sebagai kakak,aku sangat bangga dengan pencapaian dia....Walaupun hanya memerhati dan memantau dari jauh....Dalam hati aku sebenarnya rasa sangat senang bila dia mintak pendapat aku walaupun kdg2 utk bnda yg agak remeh...Rasa diri ni penting, dihormati, jd tempat rujukan... =)

 
Cinta dan Kasih Sayang 2 : Mak dan Abah
Thanks for making me who I am today....Sungguh......Seumur hidup kalau nak balas sume jasa2 parents aku ni mmg xkan terbalas......Demi anak,sanggup buat apa saja......Org lain kata xboleh,dorg yakinkan aku boleh...Org lain melemahkan semangat,dorg penguat semangat.....Terima kasih utk segalanya.....

Cinta dan Kasih Sayang 3 : (...............................................)
Hal yg 1 ini.....Urusan Yang Di Atas Sana...Biarlah masa yg berbicara.....Kalau ditakdirkan ada,aku terima seikhlas hati...Namun,kalau ditakdirkan tiada,cukuplah berbahagia dengan cinta dan kasih-sayang adik beradik dan keluarga.........

Pilihan.....

Someone said in life, we must always have an option...So that if anything happens, at least we have an alternative to be depends on...

For me,I can only choose to have 1..Its either Yes or No....Succeed or Fail...Positive or Negative...Rewards or Punishment...Good or Bad.....Happiness or Tears......n also.........Stay or Leave......

I'm afraid when there's condition that I dont have that option...to be done......alone....

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God please give me the strength I need....

Mungkin dr sudut luaran org nmpk aku mcm ok je,happy...in fact,quite a good life...makan,pakai,keperluan bole dikatakan lebih dr cukup..parents yg sgt pyayang,keluarga bahagia,adik2 pandai,comel2..kwn2 yg baik dan memahami..alhamdulillah aku bsyukur...tp hakikatnya masih ada 1 kekurangan pada diri aku....dalam hati ni tuhan saja yang tahu...org slalu ckp xde masalah yg xde penyelesaian,tp smpai skg.....ntahla,xtau nk ckp cmne...org yg alami sdiri yg akan rasa dan faham ape yg aku rasa.......

Ya Allah ya Tuhanku...Engkau sdiri janjikan...berdoalah padamu,insyaallah akan dikabulkan permintaan nya..Maka Ya Allah, aku mohon padamu, makbulkanlah permintaanku ini....

WORRIED...

There's one exact word to dscribe myself for the moment..Worried..I'm getting more worried as the new sem will be started soon...My performances for the remaining sem will determine my future's destiny...I can't hope for miracle to happen if I'm not giving my very best...Therefore........

I knw I'm not the kind of person that can do multiple tasks at the same time..(Which means, most probably I have to say goodbye to all of the university activities....including one of it which I really loved,hockey...I really am sorry...huhuhu....)

Sesungguhnya Tuhan itu menjadikan setiap hambanya kerana cinta dan kerana cintalah lahir seorang aku di mukim cinta Tuhanku..Ingin jua kurisik hatimu,moga terbentang jalan buatku meniti sinar kasihmu.....

Be grateful with what U have..U'll feel relieve....

Today, I feel absolutely fine....cool.....Apart from few "irrelevent" thing happened at the office(malas nk bubuh dlm kepala,klu pk pun bkn dpt ape) everything seems to work out smoothly as planned...Finally...Taxation tasks settle(I've been doing this for weeks), Expense Report on the way, and Final Report.......(few parts still need editing, but the rest is fine I think)


The most interesting part comes when our section plan "surprise party" for my manager(today is his 41st birthday..Happy Birthday to him, hope he'll be happy always with his wonderful family)..We selebrate in the Deputy General Manager room..hahaha, for a moment I dont knw how to describe myself...Its not that easy for me to mingle with all of the staff which are far older than me..(of course I'm the youngest one..sweet,innocent PRACTICAL TRAINEE..hihihi)..

Now...its almost end..It seems like just yesterday I went to the company for the industrial attachment...

And…for about 6 months I've been staying with my family,I feel that my parents pampered me too much...Mom..Because of her, I never miss my breakfast everyday…I dont have to worry about my attire to the office as she’s a brilliant fashion advisor..Always wants me to look good and fashionable..Also, she calm and support me everytime I told her my problems...She never disappoint me...And my dad...Deep in my heart, I admit that I love him…Serious,fierce he might be…but I know as a dad, he wants the very best for me..Without him, I wont be able to drive an auto car using my own name as a present.. I don’t have to think about spending my pocket money on my car fuels as he pays for it everyday…Question mark : Honestly, sometimes, I doubt when it comes to the day I’ve become a mother, will I be able treat my future kids the way they treat me..

I just hope everything will work out fine at the end of the day…There are so much to be grateful and live for Izah….